It’s 6am, I’ve been awake since 5am. My mind is constantly rolling over all these decisions I have to make about work and a home. I’ve been offered an apartment. Talk about the wrong timing for that. But I have to move on. Both at home and the job. It’s just scary how it’s all happening at once. And it’s making me fearful that I will mess something up.
Faith. That’s what I need to look for, it’s my faith. I’ve done this before, I can do it again. It’s just that my life has been so safe and balanced and comfortable. Maybe even lazy. But I’ve had five (5) years to stabilize and I’m feeling pretty confident in that.
I have a little bit of money saved, that will have to be my cushion in case something comes up.
My job, I’m choosing to switch families. My mental health is only capable of mornings. I think I have proven that time and time again. But my current client chose somebody else for mornings, after offering them to me, she took it back. I have my guess as to why, but I won’t say it on here.
Long story short, everything is changing. My home, my job, my friends. God is moving me, yes he is.
Today is my first DBT class. I will try to get on here and tell you what it’s all about.
Everybody have a wonderful day.
Trauma Healing 
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