Trauma Healing

Personal Experience Healing from Trauma

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Healing from trauma is a lifetime of work and dedication. Hi, my name is Cindy. I have started this blog to be more like a diary. I share my thoughts and experiences and joys so that I may touch just one heart out there. I won’t claim to know it all, as I am not a doctor. But what this is will be my own experience of trauma and recovery. And maybe a friend whom can share their wisdom as well. We are all walking this same journey in life. But all of our paths are different. I believe in oneness. I believe we are connected. Trauma doesn’t have to be huge to be trauma. Just being born can be a traumatic experience. Let’s talk about this and see where it goes.

Is This Love?

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Is this love that I’m feeling? I truly don’t know how it feels to love anybody but my immediate family. So, to say I think I’m in love is a crazy statement. This person has been in front of my face the whole time and I never took notice before. We’ve spent some time together in the past, but I was always too preoccupied.

But now that I have all these “haters” I’ve been paying more attention. And perhaps this is a God thing. Maybe it took removing all these people from my life so I could open my eyes to what’s possible. I honestly don’t know, but I hope he has some kind of feelings for me too.

I enjoy the time I spend with him. He seems so easy going. And doesn’t get rattled like I get rattled. He’s not a big drinker, so that’s a plus. Nor does he do any drugs. Even a bigger plus. I’m hoping to spend more time with him, but I’m not going to push it. I’ll let him lead and I’ll just follow along.

I do daydream a lot, about who my “forever” is going to be. Could it be somebody I never took notice of before? He’s got my attention. And that’s something I don’t normally pay attention to.

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