Trauma Healing

I really don’t mess around with tarot cards much anymore. But once in awhile I like to see if I can still read minds, mainly mine, so I’ll pull them out and take a look.

The above was my drawing. We have The Tower as the overall energy, and it’s about breaking down barriers to happiness. Life is being shaken up, but in a positive way. Because you have the Hermit doing a deep dive into the sub conscious and showing the way forward with his lamp. You have the Fool which means new beginnings and the nine (9) of pentacles that stands for being single, happy and financially free.

We can put these cards together and what it says is I’ve got a lot going on, but it’s all going to work out, because in the end I have freedom and happiness from all the turmoil that may be going on in the present moment. All in all, a good reading.

Do I stake my life on these cards? Heck no. It’s for entertainment purposes only. I know Christian’s are going to balk at me for this, but I carry an interest of many things that may not necessarily be completely Christian. I don’t think that should discredit me from the Christian culture. I mean, I know these people see tarot cards as door openings. But I have no feelings toward them whatsoever in either way, therefore there is no intent in them whatsoever.

Carl Jung used tarot cards in his therapy sessions as a way to read people’s subconscious thoughts and feelings about themselves and their environment. And that’s exactly how I use them. They in no way predict your future. They make good conversation starters, in my opinion.

I know God will forgive me if they’re bad. I’m just a human being trying to make it through this lifetime. I don’t believe we are meant to suffer all the time. Though it does say in the Bible that we will be persecuted for our beliefs. We’re not supposed to be content in this world, because this world is the devil’s domain.

I also believe very heavily in spiritual warfare. I believe that’s what we’ve got going on in this world right now, and always have been. But not to the extent you see now. When I was on meth I saw the spiritual warfare in the world. I could see angels and demons fighting for each of our souls. No lie in this.

In that note, I now realize why God does not want us to see the spiritual warfare. Because we are supposed to be soldiers for God, and if we all saw the warfare around us we’d be too petrified with fear to fight. That’s why God prevents us from visually seeing the evil in the world.

Am I a mixed up Christian? I never used to be. Until that meth got involved. Now I don’t know what to believe, because I saw so much.