Trauma Healing

Seeing the number 3:33 often indicates divine guidance, high consciousness and spiritual assistance from ascended masters. It’s a sign to be more mindful and to lighten up.

Of course, and my prayer: Dear God. I pray for peace. Peace throughout the world. Peace for my family and friends. Peace for my enemies and peace for myself. In Jesus Holy name. Amen.

I do not want to wish ill will on anybody. Everybody reaps what they sow. I have no reason to get involved in Gods work. Yes, I do believe God talks to me. I believe he takes care of me. And I believe that everything is happening for the betterment of all involved.

I still had a very hard time sleeping last night. I was up several times throughout the night. I finally gave in and made coffee at 5am. I’m trying to figure out what is causing this? It’s really frustrating because it makes me tired all day then and I may end up taking a nap. Then we start the whole problem over again the next night.

Yes, I still think my apartment is the best. And so far no issues with my brother. It’s actually been kind of nice to have some company for a while.

I have therapy today at 9am. Of course, I’m not prepared because I can’t find my diary cards. They’ve been packed away somewhere. I still haven’t come across them. I did finally find my tablet. I put it up on the top shelf of my closet, on top of a box full of stuff.

I truly feel that moving out on my own after five (5+) years of living with my family is probably one of my better decisions I’ve made. I think it was time. And that I’m not feeling any fear about it makes it the greatest. But I was sure feeling a lot of fear prior to the move I was afraid I was making a big mistake. But, now that I’m here I don’t see the big deal about it. Why was I so afraid? I can tell you why. Because the last time I was out on my own I really made a mess of things for myself. But those same issues are not going to happen again. Much more wiser.