Trauma Healing

Personal Experience Healing from Trauma

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Healing from trauma is a lifetime of work and dedication. Hi, my name is Cindy. I have started this blog to be more like a diary. I share my thoughts and experiences and joys so that I may touch just one heart out there. I won’t claim to know it all, as I am not a doctor. But what this is will be my own experience of trauma and recovery. And maybe a friend whom can share their wisdom as well. We are all walking this same journey in life. But all of our paths are different. I believe in oneness. I believe we are connected. Trauma doesn’t have to be huge to be trauma. Just being born can be a traumatic experience. Let’s talk about this and see where it goes.

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  • Dear God

    I pray for peace. Peace for the world. Peace for my family. Peace for my friends. Peace for my enemies. And peace for myself. In Jesus name I pray. Amen. I’m a bit upset this evening. My brother broke my brand new microwave and now I don’t know what I’m going to do. I don’t…

  • Room Remodel

    I put strip lights along the ceiling of my apartment and I think it is so beautiful. It displays all colors, but I have a preference to purple, so that’s where it stays. I am so happy to have my own place. Well, not alone anymore. My brother is staying with me now. Feels like…

  • There it is Again

    I didn’t get a chance to post this one a few days ago. What is up with all these random numbers? What does it mean? I always ask myself that, and wonder why…..? Googling 10:10 tells me this number is about endings and beginnings and personal growth. It also relates to having a spiritual awakening.…

  • It Happened Again. Twice Today

    Gods grace is everywhere. Dear God: I pray for peace for the whole world. I pray for peace for my family. I pray for peace for my friends. I pray for peace for my enemies. And I pray for peace for myself. It’s in Jesus name I pray. Amen Dear God, I pray for peace…

  • Feeling a Little Fear

    Another 3am wake up and I’m starting to feel nervous. I’m supposed to have cataract surgery on my right eye today. My medical insurance doesn’t cover laser surgery, so I had to opt for the traditional method. A blade in my eye ball! The thought of it is terrifying. I’m pretty much settled in my…

  • Exhausted But Happy

    No, the woman in the picture is not me, but I guarantee that’s how I’m feeling this morning. Absolutely exhausted and my body just aches. I didn’t go to bed till probably 10:00 o’clock last night and I was up at 3am working on my apartment. Setting stuff up and putting stuff away and washing…

  • New Home Alter

    Today is my first day off for the next six (6) days. I really feel accomplished this morning. I woke up at 3am and went right to work on unpacking. I washed a lot of dishes already this morning. I’m pretty proud of myself for being so productive. The picture above is the alter I…

  • Am I Giving My Heart Away?

    I do have one “friend” that I know reads my blog pretty regularly. So, if he’s reading, then this one is for him. This man is slowly stealing my heart. I like him. I can’t wait to spend more time getting to know him. He has lots of stories to tell. He’s a pretty quiet…

  • My Day Just Keeps Getting Better

    Here we have another double digit that I just happened to look at my phone and see. 12:12 is often a message of encouragement and support from your angel guides. It’s signaling that you are on the right path for spiritual growth and new beginnings. It’s a reminder to stay positive and trust what is…

  • Change

    I think the meaning of this number is change. There are great changes coming your way. Seeing the numbers 5:55 is interpreted as a message from the universe or spiritual guides that you are embarking on significant changes in your life. Which I am. Major positive changes are happening or are about to happen and…

  • And the Moving Has Begun

    Just an update on the move. It’s actually been going quite smoothly, even through me working. My bedroom is almost empty. My family stepped up and helped. I so much appreciated it. I was able to sleep in my new apartment the first night, thanks to my family helping while I was working. I have…

  • Could This Be The End?

    I’m thinking about ending my blog. I don’t know, but for some reason it has become a triggering issue for me. All those bad things that happened to me 6/7 years ago started with a blog I had started. I’m afraid it’s going to happen again. I also remember it was this same time of…

  • Morning Meditation

    My morning meditation usually includes reading a little in my Bible and choosing a fitting verse for me for the day, and this is the verse that stuck with me this morning. I don’t know what is going on with me this morning, but I am, like, petrified with anxiety. Thinking about moving and how…

  • Very Fitting Picture

    I guess this picture is probably the most fitting. I just realized I moved from one client to another out of jealousy. I had been with that client for a very long time. Somebody came in and took my place. That’s just how I feel. And it’s my own fault for leaving her earlier to…

  • If I Could Wish Upon a Star

    If I could wish upon a star, I wouldn’t look very far. I’d pray for those who’ve gone astray, though they may not know it. I woke up at 3am this time and I actually accomplished something I didn’t think I’d be able to do. I sorted through all of my mail. I’m a mail…