Trauma Healing

I didn’t get a chance to post this one a few days ago. What is up with all these random numbers? What does it mean? I always ask myself that, and wonder why…..?

Googling 10:10 tells me this number is about endings and beginnings and personal growth. It also relates to having a spiritual awakening.

Of course I said my prayer: Dear God. Please give peace to everybody in the world. Peace for my family. Peace for my friends. Peace for my enemies and peace for myself. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

I really need prayers for this anger and resentment I have towards my youngest sister right now. My brother sold off all of his property a few years ago when he was having mental health issues, paid off the mortgage on the house with the money he got from selling his other properties off and then turned around and GAVE the property with the house on it to my sister for free, let me repeat. FOR FREE. And now she’s kicking him out of there. That is not right, and in my eyes that is financial exploitation of a vulnerable adult. My brother was in a very vulnerable state when he signed that property over to my sister and my sister took advantage of his condition. I filed a report, but was told nothing was going to be done about it. So, I called to ask why? I’m waiting for a call back from my county agency. In the meantime it sounds like he may be staying with me. All I can do at this time is pray. And have faith that everything is going to work out. She will get her turn with karma.

Some of my family is such a mess. Some family meaning my mother and my youngest sister. This is not a racist comment, but I know she got pregnant on purpose to trap her new, now husband. And I’m not even sure if he’s legally allowed in the country. But I sure found it ironic that they ran off and got married as soon as Trump was elected into office. But I don’t want to start any rumors. I don’t know anything about it for a fact. I’ve just been getting bits and pieces from other family members. I personally do not associate with my youngest sister. And since my mother is living there with her I don’t associate with my mother either. I’ve already concluded that if/when she passes I will not go to the funeral. I will go visit her on my own time at the grave. This may sound like a terrible thing, but if you knew my family you wouldn’t be surprised. The only reason my youngest sister is allowing my brother’s gf to stay there is because they want to use her to do things for them. That’s it, that’s all in a nutshell.